All aboard the great ship Faberrittana

And they lived happily ever after.

Mon, 10 Sep 2012 22:01:00 +0100

As this summer comes to a close, I feel the need to commemorate it where it all began. When I reblogged my last post, I had expectations. I had super high expectations. But the summer I spent with the love of my life this year blind sided me in how utterly magical and perfect it was. Better than my wildest expectations. More grand than my wildest dreams because it was real.

We met on tumblr last year and since then have been in constant contact. First through messages, then AIM, then texts, then calls, and finally skyping face to face. Even though we were separated by 5,000 miles, she has occupied every inch of my mind and been in my thoughts every second of everyday. I had never felt this strongly for anyone I had never technically even met!

Well this summer, like straight out of a movie, we met for the first time in person in Central Park in New York City. And we didn’t walk toward each other, as she wrote—we ran :) It was something, meeting someone face to face that you knew every detail and nuance of, just not first hand. We had the best year of our lives previously getting to know each other for the first time, and then meeting in July, it was like we got the privilege of getting to know each other all over again for a second time. After a week in New York we took off for our month long road trip. We visited DC, Toronto, Chicago, Minneapolis, Seattle (<3), San Francisco and finally arrived to my home town of San Diego. Just the trip alone was spectacular. Doing it with her by my side made it the summer of a lifetime.

After spending a few weeks together in SoCal, and being lawful visa abiding citizens that we are, we had to part. And while she is back in England now and it literally feels like a part of me is missing, there is something that keeps me smiling when I remember. The only obstacle we have to over come is the land we live on. And we’ve done it for a year without even meeting. Now that I know what it’s like to wake up next to her, I would do it for another 5 if it means spending a life with her. Although I very much plan on doing what it takes to make that not happen!

And I have to be honest, it makes me laugh to myself a little bit when I remember we have tumblr to thank for bringing us together. I mean come on, right?! But omg am I forever grateful. So here it is on where it all began. Chloe, I love you so much. It feels wonderful to be able to say that now because it’s evidence that the other person truly is real, even though I still can’t believe it sometimes. You are the most beautiful person I’ve ever known inside and out. You make me smile just with the fact that you are alive and in this world, and cry from happiness that I get to be in it with you. You deserve everything good a person has to offer and I am so absolutely lucky the person you picked is me. We are kids, we are friends, we are soul mates, we are two halves of the same heart. I can’t wait to visit the UK in the winter and see where you’ve come from. And I know during that time we will be hatching a plan for the rest of our lives. Here’s to us, sweetie ^_^

What can I even say to this wonderful post, especially after you’ve summed up how I feel so perfectly <3 you’ve made me happier than I ever even dreamt was possible, I am certain we’ve been destined to be together since the very start. It’s because everything is so simple that I know it will always feel perfect being by your side. We can do anything and so long as we are together, we will be happy. And now I absolutely cannot wait for the rest of my life :)

Today is a very important day.

Sat, 02 Jun 2012 01:14:06 +0100

I might not post here anymore but without this account, without Glee, without Dianna Agron and Lea Michele and their old sneaky gay behaviour, I would have never met Alex. On the 2nd June 2011 at 1:12am (GMT) this girl came into my askbox to thank me for following her and to remark on our shared love for all things Faberrittana. She had an awesome URL, following her was the sensible thing to do!

From that, came endless daily messages to each other about Glee at first, then as we became closer (this only took a few days at most) we opened up about our lives. I somewhat shamelessly hit on her (well in my defence I thought I was being subtle…she now says I was anything but!). We had almost simultaneously gone through break ups a few months earlier but hadn’t given up on finding that connection and safety with someone that we had always wanted. It really could not have been better timing.

To discover someone on the other side of the world (5,507 miles to be precise) like her who was going through similar things to me, who’d had similar experiences, liked and disliked the same things, was amazing. We just clicked. Then we started recording audio posts for each other; her voice was the first and certainly not the last part of her I fell in love with. Skype became (and still is) the best part of my day. I simply can’t imagine my life without her in it.

We have talked every single day since and she is the most wonderful person I’ve ever met. She is beautiful and she is mine. I have never been this close to anyone, and I know no one could ever mean as much to me as she does. And today marks one year since this incredible girl (virtually) walked into my life, and I have honestly never been happier.

However, this day is also important for another reason. In just a little over a month’s time, we will be walking through Central Park towards each other to meet in person for the very first time. And I simply cannot wait for that, and for everything we will have together in our future (and it feels so good to say ‘future’ and really honestly mean it).

She is the girl I want to spend the rest of my life with, and I wanted to declare that.

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Wed, 11 May 2011 17:50:00 +0100

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Tue, 10 May 2011 22:53:15 +0100

finchelandbrittana: i just love HeYa and how much they love...

Tue, 10 May 2011 21:31:46 +0100

finchelandbrittana:

i just love HeYa and how much they love Brittana.

rachberry: Some say I’ll be better without youBut they don’t...

Tue, 10 May 2011 20:20:27 +0100

rachberry:

Some say I’ll be better without you
But they don’t know you like I do
Or at least the sides I thought I knew

So I won’t go
She can’t do it on her own
If this ain’t love, then what is?
I’m willing to take the risk

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Tue, 10 May 2011 20:07:16 +0100

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Tue, 10 May 2011 19:39:22 +0100

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Tue, 10 May 2011 19:07:40 +0100

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Tue, 10 May 2011 17:54:55 +0100

boomboombooom: Lea you’re killing us here

Tue, 10 May 2011 17:51:11 +0100

boomboombooom:

Lea you’re killing us here

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Tue, 10 May 2011 16:44:53 +0100

thatllwork: how to be a boss.

Tue, 10 May 2011 16:37:00 +0100

thatllwork:

how to be a boss.

“So you two are in love? Soulmates, so to speak?” “Yeah, I’d...

Tue, 10 May 2011 12:25:08 +0100

“So you two are in love? Soulmates, so to speak?”
“Yeah, I’d say that was accurate”

“I’m a bitch because I’m angry…angry because I have all these...

Tue, 10 May 2011 12:14:07 +0100

“I’m a bitch because I’m angry…angry because I have all these feelings, feelings for you”

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Mon, 09 May 2011 23:57:00 +0100

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Mon, 09 May 2011 23:48:00 +0100

I know you haven’t made your mind up yet,but I would never do...

Mon, 09 May 2011 23:18:19 +0100

I know you haven’t made your mind up yet,
but I would never do you wrong.
I’ve known it from the moment that we met,
no doubt in my mind where you belong.

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Mon, 09 May 2011 22:19:08 +0100

collidingkiss: swaans: britta-rivera: ohmyfuckinggod the...

Sun, 08 May 2011 17:44:10 +0100

collidingkiss:

swaans:

britta-rivera:

oh
my
fucking
god

the amount of time i spent watching this gif is borderline inappropriate.